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Why I am running into clowns everywhere I turn? As a kid I was terrified of clowns! I had nightmares about them! My sisters used to take me to local carnivals and I'd scream whenever I saw them. Climbing 50 foot trees didn't scare me, diving off the high dive scared me a little but nothing scared me like the garish non-human face of a traditional European style circus clown. I still don't care for the traditional circus clown.
When I was little I found the clown on the ice cream cone box a bit like Jason in his hockey mask. Is it a shrunken head? Or a dead clown's head on a blue ribbon? It has no body! All dead people in children's cartoons had the same kind of eyes. And what on earth does it have to do with eating ice cream? I think I was born with the ability to notice things. I notice everything. Stuff that is right there and everyone else ignores.
I can't explain why clown faces affected me that way. I'm not alone, many people don't like them.
Is this some past life reaction to some life in a tribal society with scary ritual masks? Some deeply embedded emotional memory in my subconscious from past lives I've had? Was this just a kids reaction to the unknown and the unfamilar? I honestly don't know but many kids from my generation dislike clowns.
Is this some past life reaction to some life in a tribal society with scary ritual masks? Some deeply embedded emotional memory in my subconscious from past lives I've had? Was this just a kids reaction to the unknown and the unfamilar? I honestly don't know but many kids from my generation dislike clowns.
I do like mimes. People with huge egos despise mimes because mimes mimic them. We all take ourselves much too seriously. I love Cirque du Soleil® clowns, which have some art and aesthetic to the costume make up and their acts are much funnier and entertaining, some even acrobatic.
In the continuing theme of clowns and masks appearing in my life this week Kauilapele's just put up this post on clowns: http://kauilapele.wordpress.com/ with clips from Firesign Theatre's Album We're all Bozos on This Bus which was inspired by a posting of Steve Beckow at the2012scenario.com . For those of you born in the years since the flower children dropped acid like vitamin pills, there was some pretty amazing music and performances came out of that time period. Some of it was strange, surreal, and yet oddly descriptive of illusion created by the cabal. I'm not advocating LSD use, that's like using a sledge hammer to open a lock when meditation is much gentler key on the mind and body. If your mind is in a bad place, drugs will just make it worse.
And if that wasn't enough this posting came out this week:
http://spirittrainchronicles.com/2012/05/19/20052012reboot/
http://spirittrainchronicles.com/2012/05/19/20052012reboot/
"Whenever you visualize forces, beings, or institutions of darkness or Light, please recall that we are all engaged in the great drama of 3D existence, each playing out our roles with consummate skill and integrity. Once we all Ascend fully and return to Source, we will remember our Unity and Love for one another."I'm thinking we need to start remembering our Unity and Love NOW. We don't win this war with duality by being dualistic, that only fuels it. Only Oneness gets us out of this box. Ascension IS remembering our Oneness. I am dog tired of roles and drama. I want BEING. I want to stop saying I will be, and say I AM.
There was a psychological study in the 70s of putting people into roles of jailer and inmates, certain individuals played the roles of guards and prisoners, donning the uniforms of their new identities, they then began to play their roles imbuing the fantasy with far too much ferocity and vigor. Could "normal" humans become inhumane and cruel? Yes, especially in the context of a bureaucratic institution. Some individuals cracked and identified too closely with the experiment, and the researchers decided to shut down the experiment before permanent harm came to the participants. That experiment feels an awful lot like the world today.
The experiment almost seemed like a dress rehearsal for what transpired on 9/11. It was an attack either allowed to come to fruition or actively created to cause hatred and warfare in the middle east for geopolitical aims. The war was quite separate from the religion said to have inspired it all and most all Islamic countries condemned the attack. We know in retrospect that Islam itself was a target, for Islam condemns usury and subjugation of people by compound interest. Islam was growing by leaps and bounds in Europe the sacred homeland of central banking and Israel is its beach head. Compound interest is the life blood of the cabal, violence and fear is its choice of drug, and shame and ridicule is its control mechanism. The other target was the independence and freedoms of the American people. The cabal needed a way to impose draconian surveillance, search and seizure laws in its attempt to stay in power beyond 2012. The cabal is ingenious in the ways it can cause harm and destruction but seemingly as dumb as a jack ass to think they could get away with it all in the divine scheme of things. The cabal is the only group that will attack someone who fights them, and when they lose turn around and say they people they hate are really part of them! How many groups use fear that effectively? They raised fear creation to a fine art. What a waste of effort and lives!
We've been playing roles in scripts written by someone else for a duality theatre. Deviate from our assigned roles the stage hook comes out and yanks the actor off stage. Sometimes its not a hook but a gun. But that is changing!
We're taught to hide our emotions, our being, our masculinity, our femininity, our gender, our being, our hearts. We're taught we're too fat, too white, too brown, too short, too tall, too sexy or not sexy enough. And there's a pill for that.
I once had a Chinese co-worker tell me over lunch how genetically inferior blue eyed people were, seemingly forgetting for the moment my eyes are as blue as a Canadian glacier. Its not comfortable to be on the wrong end of an ethnic lie. But its not like blue eyed people have been any kinder in reversed roles. Its not necessary to make fun of the fat woman to make you feel better about yourself.
I once had a Chinese co-worker tell me over lunch how genetically inferior blue eyed people were, seemingly forgetting for the moment my eyes are as blue as a Canadian glacier. Its not comfortable to be on the wrong end of an ethnic lie. But its not like blue eyed people have been any kinder in reversed roles. Its not necessary to make fun of the fat woman to make you feel better about yourself.
Do you have a position of authority in society, you have your costume to and titles to wear. The cabal run drug cartels have killed so many cops the police truly fear for their daily lives. You really can't blame the police for feeling besieged and distrusting all of humanity. When I was child the Arizona Highway Patrol and Scottsdale Police wore cowboy hats. They wear strike force helmets these days.
Republican Ron Paul makes a huge political impact in two Presidential campaigns and then fades away. And you know, we expected that would happen. The major news networks refused to even report his primary wins declaring Mitt Romney the winner before the race had even begun.
Democrat Alan Grayson was remarkably candid and lost his seat, although he is running again.
Bad men prevail and good men are quietly removed. Truly gifted men and women who could do an outstanding job will not sell their souls out in this charade. Who can blame them them, integrity is part and parcel of a core competence.
Adam Smith's invisible hand isn't market forces, its a very dark cabal of self selected earth elite puppets controlled by extradimenisional darkened renegades from Orion and Andromeda. For eons its been there directing this play and yanking those off stage who point out the wizard behind the curtain is just a short old man with a very expensive PA system and a campy sense of design.
We've had a our part too, we've willingly been donning these masks of EGO. Like haughty men with dauliing pistols, we demand that our egos be fed with accolades or we will shoot those who tell us the truth of our being. It seems axiomatic that most self-righteous and judgmental of public personalities are eventually found out to be the most vile of individuals in their own personal behaviors.
Some of us have been in this earth drama so many lives now and know the roles so well we think there can be no other roles. The finale is playing but many refuse to hear the music, and many it seems will not admit this demented drama is over until the curtain falls and a new cast with a happier plot line takes the stage.
All mask are about to be removed, yours and mine and especially those of the dark controllers. You can see better without the mask. And even better without the illusion.
Mankind will be freed!
PS: This beginning of this video depicts what my father saw over Germany in WWII from his P-38. He never saw this TV series, but it matches what he told me of WWII. UFOs have been around a long time.
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